Problems

I am suffering from negative thinking at almost single hour, i think i have anxiety disorder.

I always scare of losing my family and I always check where are them until my heart said they're fine and safe.

I just get bitten by mosquitoes an hour ago, my history page is full of dengue cure, dengue symptoms, dengue cause death and dengue's cure time. 

I  have never get bitten by so many mosquitoes before.

At least 7 bites.

I'm scare. 

Less than 10 days to Semester 6. 

I'm allergic to paracetamol, when i consumer Panadol, my face went total swollen and double of the size and I can barely see. 

So if I really have dengue after 4 days from now, what can I consume instead of Panadol or other pain killers.

Anxiety disorder of mine happened more than a year.

I hate it but i seem to be no cure for it.

I'm not afraid to be alone or what, I just want my heart to feel good.

2014 is just not my year.

My toe nail is going to peel off.

I know it's cracked but I hope it's not.

I saw blood inside my nails, it must be cracked by that heavy thing.

I hope someone can understand my feeling.

I hope to see someone can help me.

I tried to be happy and smile.