Sunday, January 5, 2014

Problems

I am suffering from negative thinking at almost single hour, i think i have anxiety disorder.
I always scare of losing my family and I always check where are them until my heart said they're fine and safe.
I just get bitten by mosquitoes an hour ago, my history page is full of dengue cure, dengue symptoms, dengue cause death and dengue's cure time. 
I  have never get bitten by so many mosquitoes before.
At least 7 bites.
I'm scare. 
Less than 10 days to Semester 6. 
I'm allergic to paracetamol, when i consumer Panadol, my face went total swollen and double of the size and I can barely see. 
So if I really have dengue after 4 days from now, what can I consume instead of Panadol or other pain killers.
Anxiety disorder of mine happened more than a year.
I hate it but i seem to be no cure for it.
I'm not afraid to be alone or what, I just want my heart to feel good.
2014 is just not my year.
My toe nail is going to peel off.
I know it's cracked but I hope it's not.
I saw blood inside my nails, it must be cracked by that heavy thing.
I hope someone can understand my feeling.
I hope to see someone can help me.
I tried to be happy and smile.

Friday, January 3, 2014

2014

Happy New Year! 


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Chaoz